not going to lie. I’m a bit nervous today. And I don’t know why but something about this fills me with Anxiety. And, like the best kind of anxiety. Every one of our get togethers over the past few weeks has really just been in the moment. But this one hits different.

August is practicing massage therapy and she’s asked me to be a guinea pig for her flow. And… I want to help her. But I feel a little selfish doing it. Given where our minds have been together I’m not sure what to expect.

After all we have been through, partners we’ve had together, impromptu audiences watching us… All of which I have absolutely loved…. Now I am nervous.

…

My palms are even a little sweaty as I approach her studio door. God. Am I even dressed right? I’m in black lounge pants, (kind of like the ones that I wore on the beach a couple of weeks ago) and a lose white t shirt, sandals and a hat. Fuck, I’m wearing a hat. When I take that off for the treatment I’m going to have messy hair. August is always so fucking perfect. I always try to be so buttoned up around her… But I guess my task is to be helpless and let her do her thing.

Today isn’t about me, this is about her. Her flow. Her practice

I make a fist and knock on the door to her studio. And the 10 seconds it took her to answer the door felt like 10 minutes. I could not wait. Crawling out of my skin would be a good way to describe it. My senses are heightened in every single way.

I hear her hand touch the doorhandle and then the sounds of the mechanics clicking and sliding and the catch in the door releases and the door swings open. The air inside the studio hits me first. It is cool, compared to the vapid warm and almost humid outside air. A smell of honey, spring and wildflowers hits my senses first. As the light from outside floods her room, there she is. Right hand on the handle. Her left hip popped out just a little. Blonde hair slightly curled and draping over her tanned shoulders and hiding the ink on her arms.

The sunlight from outside reflects on her plump lips. Glossed in a pastel pink and shimmering. Almost mesmerizing. She knows that despite all her assets that her lips are what I love and I’m just going to imagine that she took extra time to gloss them up just for me.

I’m getting lost imagining the first time she’s going to press those sticky, glossy, sweet lips against mine. I would immediately open my mouth and bite that lower lip and drag her mouth open until she pushes her tongue against mine. But my fiction is interrupted by her dress.

Black and loose fitting around her waist. It’s low cut and almost spaghetti strapped. Fitting tight around her breasts but just as soon that the fabric climbs the summit of her tits and barely shows of her nipples it just hangs off of them… coming straight down and pouring towards her waist. and hanging lazily around her upper thighs. The fabric is sheer and with the bright light streaming in behind me I can see the curve of her tits beneath the fabric. Secretly showing off the full roundness of her tits and her darker nipples against the black tight mesh. And I’m sure that this dress is short enough that when she turns around I might catch just the bottom of her ass cheeks teasing me from underneath.

Just as I thought, she tiptoed up. Quickly planted a closed mouth kiss on my lips. Peeling them back from me, she spun and her dress fluttered up slightly and I caught the shape of her ass just asking me to grab it. But I was, again, to petrified by how beautiful this woman was to make a move.

Plus I was still nervous. She still held my hand and walked me in, towards the bed.

“Where and how to you want me?”

“Take off your clothes and lay face up on the bed”

“All of my clothes?” I asked with a wry smile.

“That’s up to you. You don’t have anything I haven’t seen before but you can leave your briefs on if you want.”

Not really sure what she wanted me to do, I took the latter of the two options. I flipped my sandals off to dropped my black pants to the floor. I didn’t think twice about it when I was dressing this morning but with my fucking cock as hard as it was at the moment it was pushing against the front of my underwear and definitely making my briefs more see through than her dress was.

I mounted her table, settled my ass down, covered my feet with a fluffy flowered furry blanket and laid down bare from my thighs up. Prone on my back and my cock not hiding how badly it wanted to be released from it’s threaded prison and touched. I felt my body tingle my nerves and anxiety and I flexed. My cock pulsed forward and up. I was definitely wet already. I guess if she says that it’s a “compliment” to be so turned on so fast that she should feel pretty good about the state she always has me in.

My eyes are closed and I can smell her room. I can hear her moving about, readying things for her massage. Little clicks and snaps of her bottle caps. I can feel my blood coursing through my body, giving me goosebumps and constantly pushing a throb through my dick. The wetness I have already produced is cool against the skin of my pelvis and I can only drink in the anxiety of when her hands will first touch my skin… anywhere. I just wanted her to touch me so I could pour this energy back into her fingertips.

I can hear her lips open as she sighs out. hopefully she’s a little nervous too.

“Try to keep your eyes closed and just enjoy yourself. I’m building a program here so I hope you like it. I’m a little nervous”

Confirmed. We were in the same, but very different spots

he hasn't even started yet and I'm already on a differnt level. It's werid. I can't explain It. Im both relaxed and completely on edge at the same time.

I hear her push down a pump bottle three times and then rub her hands together. The sound reminds me of when she has spit all over my cock and then slowly and loosely stroked It up and down. Then her hands touch my shoulders and I melt. Pressure from underneath on the back of my traps.

"Ok, be patient. I haven't practiced on anyone nearly as big as you and you've got a lot more muscle than I have worked with before"

"hopefully that's a good thing?" I ask

"very...." she pauses... "very..." and she giggles slightly.

Her hands rub my traps and use my bodyweight as pressure pushing up and aginst my muscles. Deep slow pressure that appears and disappears over and over. Without breaking contact with my skin she pushes her thumbs Into my collar bone and slides her hands over the the caps of my shoulders. tracing their definition down to my biceps and then back up for a full handful. Then she drags her fingernails over my collarbone towards my chin and then using her thumb pressed down tracing the same line back towards my shoulder, rhythmic, over and over again. Pressure, then a tease with her nails then pressure, Then a tease then pressure... She draw her nails back towards my neck and then continues up towards my jawline and tickles me with her nails and she draws forward towards my chin and then she lets her thumbs settle on my big lower lips... drag them down just a bit and then back.

Shes tracing the shape of my jawline with pressure and stopping just before my ears. The rhythm and pressure Is tantric. I can feel my breathing deepen. I can feel my back arch and my dick flex. My hands stay flat to the bed but my neck flexes back with each stroker of her fingertips and I breath heavily out. I involunarily moan a little and feel my body squirm. Less than 5 minutes In and I'm already a mess of carnal tension

I love that she’s taking her time with me. I can feel love in her fingers. Its like a heat that has nothing to do with temperature. Our breath is unified. Until the moment where she squeezes my ear lobes and it is at this moment where I decide to be vulnerable and give into how her touch makes me feel and give her all of the emotion and energy that she inspires. My breath is deeper. I can feel my chest rising and falling. She moves her hands from my ear lobes into my hair and drags her nails up my scalp. Fuck. I don’t know how to melt into her without fighting the strain my body is building through the tension of me wanting to grab her and make love to her right here, right now…. But I’m here for her and not for myself. She gently massages my scalp and I can hear the scrape of her nails against my skull. Its resonating deep in my head. I can feel my hips rising and falling with the rhythm of her nails swirling through my hair. Then suddenly her hands move to my face and her thumbs press into my eyebrows and press down and out while her fingers depres my cheeks pushing outward and down. She moves her fingers over my face like a musician. Never leaving my skin but moving along and working like shes reading music.

My jaw drops open and I’m breathing heavier now. I reach my hands up to hers and follow her her hands in their dance. I slowly slide my hands up to her wrists and press. I can’t help myself. I need to please her too. And touching her body, anywhere, pleases me as well. I squeeze as I move up her forearms and press my thumbs into her muscles and slowly slide up her arm.

She never once breaks rhythm but exhales and I can hear her her bite her lower lip.

“This isn’t my time baby. This is yours”

“If I get in your way will you let me know”

“Yes, but this won’t help me practice for anyone… really”

“Can we pretend?” I ask

“None of this is pretend. It’s entirely real”

“Then let me give back just a little”

“Just a little”

And I let that drop. I push my hands further up her arms into her shoulders and squeeze pulling her forward just a little bit. My hands are raised above my head and I move down from her shoulders to the middle of her back. Touching her firmly but gently. She runs her hands from my face down my neck and onto my collar bones and pushes into my arms and up to my elbows, pulling my body into hers. She then traces the lenght of my arms down to my shoulders and then across my collar bones. Then presses her hands into my chest muscles. I exhale and moan.

Nobody has ever pushed my muscles like this. But as she leans forward I turn my head to the side and drag my lips across her left arm as she leans over me and pushes her hands into my upper ribs. I kiss her arms three times. softly. Then settle my head back and feel the fabric of her dress dragging forward across my face as she leans further over.

Her upper body dips low and she presses her veiled breasts against my face. My hands are on her back now. Digging my fingers into her back and pressing. She exhales with pleasure. And pulls her body back and drags her hands with mild pressure back up to my shoulders. and then she bends her arms and leans her head down to mine and drags her lips kissing my forehead as she begins to press her arms down to my chest again. This time she is lower and I kiss her chest as her head moves past my face. she pushes her cleavage down my face and stands up to lean further over me and press into my ribs again.

Again… the same move… my fingers into her back. she pulls back and pushes forward always dragging her body across my lips. Once more she draws up and I slip my hand under her dresses right strap and let it fall loosely down her shoulder. As she dips forward again her right breast is laid bare and without missing a beat she still drags it across my face and pauses so that I can briefly put my lips on the inside of her cleavage. Then she moves her right hand towards her left and leans so her nipple is right above my mouth. I open and fully her nipple is in my mouth. stiff I pinch it slightly with my teeth and she keeps going down… down. Rising up and shrugging her strap back above her shoulder.

She moves her body to the right of the table and squeezes a few more pumps of lotion onto her hands. Grabbing my arm by the shoulder she moves towards my waist and pulls my arm slowly and firmly towards her. Her hands slide down my arms towards my wrists pushing her thumbs and and fingers into my bicep and forearms towards my hands. Pulling them further into her. She rests my hand on her chest. Im tempted to grab her breast but she begins leaning over me again; sliding her hands back up my arm, pressing as she goes. I slide my hand up from her tits to her chest and then press my open hand into her throat. She exhales and leans in, slightly choking herself but continuing with her rhythm and the pressure. She pulls her arms back and my hand slids back to her breast then forward again and she allows me to choke her a little harder. Leaning in. I squeeze. She inhales. Then Exhales.

Pulling back she puts all of her pressure onto my triceps and pushes my arm across my body pushing her hand against the back of my arm and squeezing as she pinches my hand and presses it into my body. She closes her hand around the back of mine so we are holding hands and then she rests my palm on my hip with my fingers across my own very hard cock. I throb and flex dying for more of her touch. I’m so wet now. I can feel my own precum with my thumb and she draws her hand back up my arm pressing up and then back down the backs of my arm. Once she gets to my wrist her pressure gradually lessens so it’s just her nails going over the backs of my hand. each of her nails slide down each of my fingers and she slides hers between mine and then clasps the back of my hand the way she did before but this time drags her nails across the cock my fingers are laying across.

My back arches and I inhale. Exhaling deeply she comes back to my wrist and the back to my hand… moving it off of my hip.

I feel oddly bare knowing that my black trunks are soaked with precum. But she doesn’t flinch. My eyes are still closed. and she presses her hands into my hips. Pressure I haven’t ever felt. Her right thumb is dug into my hip and my right hand presses against her back and slides down towards her skirt, slightly lifted from where she is bent over and I caress her ass. Lightly. Sliding my hand towards her thigh and then inward.

I want her warm, wet. And she is. That’s enough for me. I want to make sure she is enjoying this touch as much as I am.

She lets her hair fall down and drag across my body as she moves to the other side to replay the same scene. This time I don’t choke her though but my left arm moves her shoulder strap to the side and I caress her right breast and finger her nipple with my thumb as she works on my left arm. She pushes her hands into my hips again. And this time as she moves across my body she drags her fingers under my the straps to my briefs and my bare cock just drags over the tips over her fingers. I can feel he nails. On her way back towards my left hip she pulls her fingers through my precum and traces it up my abs, playing with it as she goes.

She comes back to my arm and plays with my hands. pressing into them, pinching between my thumb and forefinger. and then placing it back on her breast briefly before moving back towards my upturned head.

My eyes are still closed.

She’s standing behind me again. My arms are above my head and firmly grasping her ass. I slide my left finger up her thigh and touch her pussy lightly. She arches are back then bends down over my face again. Shes shrugged her other strap off and lets her tits fall to either side of my face while she extends her arms and bends all the way over me and pushes her thumbs into my upper thighs. Then bringing both hands together presses her fingers into my cock dragging upwards and over my body, towards my face, dragging precum with her as she goes.

She pats my chest

“Flip over so I can get your back”

I sit up on command, open my eyes and take a look at her bare breasted and patiently waiting for me to follow instructions.

I do as expected and lay down flat.

She stands above my head and begins working on my middle back and shoulders. I keep my hands above my head and firmly grasp her ass and thighs. Moving my hands in and out from between her legs draggin my index fingers over her pussy and working with the same rhythm that she is moving with.

We continue this for a long, slow and very enjoyable time. She is getting more and more wet, her movements are more deliberate and she pushes hard into my back while also pushing her thighs meaningfully forward and backward as she goes using my fingers to touch herself.

Then suddenly she pushes her hands down my arms and leans over and kisses my back. She must have kissed it 100 times. Holding my forearms firmly. Thrusting her hips against my hands and pressing her tits into my head, checks and back as she places random kisses across the muscles in my back.

Casually she whispers. “Flip Over”

And eyes closed I roll over and lay, once again on my back.

She once again leans over me and begins kissing my chest and shoulders and nipples her tits firmly around my face and then dragging across my chest and her sweet hundred kisses move further and further down my body.

Then I can’t feel her hands. My eyes are closed then I can feel her right knee next to my ear and she mounts the table with her knees on either side of my face.

“please lick my pussy while I work on your hips”

My hands are trapped and I can’t plunge them deep inside of her but I can feel her back. It is arched. I pull her close with my left arm and follow her head with my right hand as her wandering mouth kisses my sides and abs. I lift my head slightly and kiss her very wet pussy. Then I begin to playfully lick. Kissing her clit and her lips. blowing softly, licking and pressing with my tongue.

Her hands are pressed into my hips working softly but firmly.

I press my face into her pussy and rub my bridge of my nose against it. Letting it quiver and drip.

Her hands begin moving to my hip bones and she pushes down with what little weight she carries. Her fingers push into the sides of my thighs while her thumbs work in circles on my pelvis. I love her weight on top of me like this; relieving pressure little by little as she goes. I lay my head back just to enjoy the movement

“I think I recall saying ‘please’ when I asked you to lick my pussy. You don’t have to make me cum but I love the rhythm”

I pick my head up again slightly and she lowers her hips to meet my face and I just close my eyes and lick her slowly. From the front of her clit back covering every inch of her pussy.

I can feel her hands working in rhythm with my tongue.

I work slowly to free my arms from where her legs pinch them to my sides and I put my hands on her back, pressing into her skin in rhythm to how she is pressing into my hips. With my hands spread across her small back I take incredible joy from feeling so much of our skin pressed against one another. My cock flexes. The tip of my cock is out of the band of my trunks and I’ve pumped an unusual amount of precum across my own pelvis.

She notices.

Her left hand moves back down to the inside of my thigh and her right fingernail drags on my cock. Together her hands work in unison her left hand pressing hard into my leg and her right hand softly and barely teasing my cock. I can feel when her nail slides over the band of my briefs and tickles the skin of my cocks head. She plays with the slick and sticky surface and working in circles she spreads the pre-cum around the head.

I hear her giggle.

leans farther forward. She almost puts her head on my hips and even though my eyes are closed and my tongue is slowly lapping at the sweet lips of her tiny little pussy I can feel her examining how hard I am, up close. She takes her nail and runs it down the side of my cocks vein and then down the other side. She flicks the tip and then does the same thing again. Over and over. It seems that each time she makes the movement I flex and pump out another bead of precum for her.

She’s now using the nails from her other hand to run up the insides of both of my thighs while she is slowly and silently teasing my dick.

Suddenly something warm. And I look between her legs and under her tits to see that she has let herself drool on me. She takes both hands and pushes my briefs down around my upper thighs. I move my hands from her back to cup her tits and I pinch her nipples. She exhales.

Grabbing my cock by the base she squeezes and stroked up letting her saliva and all the precum work as lube. Once she gets to the top she uses her thumb to rub all around my head. I continue to lick her pussy. She is breathing heavier.

She slides her hand down to the base and then spits on me again. Sliding her hand back up. and then using the tip of her nails to tease me even more.

“Be carefully baby. I’m ready to cum already, have been since you first touched me”

“Oh?” she asks quietly “How ready? like Ready-Ready or just getting started”

“One more pump and you’ll see how ready I am…..”

And with that she dipped her mouth onto my cock, slid it down and pulled it up with my cock firly in her fist as she came up. She gasped and my body quivered. She ran two finger nails up the vein of my cock over and over and then with her other hand teased the top of my cock with her index finger

“Baby, I’m going to cum, I told you.”

“Cum for me. But no orgasam.” She warned.

I slammed my head back into the table and then came back to her pussy as her left hand’s nails stroked and tickled my cock and her right hand held me FIRMLY at the base. I couldn’t help it but I felt my body work. I tried to keep it down but couldn’t.

I held my breath and continued to lick her pussy all while trying to ignore my cock flexing.

“Oh!” she said.

One shot out, hit her in the cheek and then one on my stomach and the rest flowed out of me like a little volcano. I didn’t push it. I held my nerves and just let my body cum. No noise. Just pressure on her pussy with my tongue, fingers pinching her very hard nipples while working in unison to the flexing of my cock.

“Good boy” she said as she bent over to slurp cum off of my stomach, my pelvis and then out of the tip of my cock. I felt her right hand come up to clean her own cheek off as she giggled and I could her hear slurping and then swallowing.

She began teasing me more. In the same way.

“Can I have another”

“Easily”

“Tell me before youre getting ready to cum so I can stop before you orgasam, I just want more of your cum in my mouth”

She grabbed my cock with her left hand. Different. Then using her wrist she began to stroke with grase and rhythm. Watching me. She leaned back and looked at the top of my head buried in her ass as I was licking her pussy.

“Baby” I said… The only warning I could get through.

She stopped and once again held my cock STIFF at the base straight up while I was cumming again. Not even close to the amount of cum before but she leaned down and dutifully sucked it off of my cock.

I rapidly moved my hands from her tits to her ass. I spread her cheeks apart and plunched two fingers deep into her pussy and pulling out slightly I pressed against her G spot with my fingers while pressing against my fingers with my lips from the outside. I smacked her ass with my other hand and spread her ass further. I dropped my hang towards her pussy getting it wet and then slid my thumb into her ass while I was pushing against her G spot. I didn’t move my thumb but I pressed hard inside while grabbing her ass from the outside.

She moaned HEAVILY. “ohhhhh fuck. Baby. This is a day… for… you…. not me.”

“What if I want you to cum”

“not a fair….. uhhhhh… question…., Fuck baby… Keep going… Please, Just like that. Please do not stop…

She leaned back, arched her back and grabbed her own tits then as she came closer to climax she bent back over my dick and slid the whole thing in her mouth.

I kept pushing in the exact rhythm.

Her mouth with full of cock when she muffled “just a little faster…”

I obeyd

“Mmmmmmnnnmmmmm. Yes… yes…. that. that. that… that… yes…. ” I heard my cock come out of her mouth and she moaned with her entire body. I could feel her legs squeeze around me and her pussy flooded my hand… dripping down my palm and onto my chin and neck. Her back flexed again. And she plunged my cock back between her lips and ferociously sucked my cock like an animal. Groaning from her orgasam and gagging every time she went down far. Coming up and off and gathering her breath before hurridly going back down…

“baby. I’m going to let go” I tell her.

“ummmhummmm” She aknowledges and while my fingers were still inside of her I moved my hand from inside of her ass to the small of her back and I pressed as I came. My hips came up and jammed my cock farther up into her throat. She gagged. I came. I didn’t cum a lot but my orgasam was fierce.

My thighs tingled. my toes curled. The fingers inside of her pussy stopped and pressed. I groaned and said “Fuck, Fuck…. Fuuuuuckkkk” what seems to have been a million times.

I slam my head back into the bed again and blowing out of my mouth just said “fuck” one more time… My body went limp and relaxed. She pushed her pussy back against my mouth and then dismounted my head and dragged her nails back up my body and over my chest.

She kissed me slowly while we were inverted.

“I love you” she said.

“Im yours”

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